MIA!??

OK. YES i have been missing in action a little bit but I will try my best to keep up with this blog because I have BIG plans for my future. I've just been really busy with work and school. I need some time to relax and do the things that helps me wind down. So here i goooo.....

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I'll be back soon.

REUNITED!

Ok so I am back guys!! It's been awhile since I've wrote here because of the fact that I've been busy being on twitter lol but I will get better at trying to write in here everyday. xoxo

BOYS WILL BE BOYS...

CAN I JUST SAY THAT I AM SICK AND TIRED OF HOW GUYS ACT AND ITS GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE I JUST WANT TO STOP DATING ALTOGETHER AND FOCUS ON MY CAREER AND JUST ME PERIOD. LIKE I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO....UGH. AND THEN I HAVE THIS ONE GUY THAT I LOVE BUT ITS TOO MUCH OF A COMPLICATED SITUATION THAT I'M NOT GOING TO GO INTO BUT ....AND THEN THERE'S THIS OTHER GUY THAT I HAD FEELINGS FOR BUT HE'S STARTING TO BE ANNOYING AND I CANT TAKE IT. IT'S GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE I JUST DON'T WANT TO HAVE A CONVERSATION AT ALL, && LET ME TELL YA'LL....HE ASKED ME FOR SOME MONEY TODAY AND I MUST HAVE WENT OFF ON THAT ASS!!! THIS GUY HAS DONE NOTHING FOR ME, HE HAS NOTHING TO OFFER, NO JOB, NO CAR, STAYING WITH HIS GRANDMOTHER...I JUST CANT DO IT. I NEED TO GET INTO ANOTHER ELEMENT AND FIND MYSELF AGAIN...ANYWAY I'M HUNGRY AND I HAVEN'T ATE SO SINCE I HAVEN'T BEEN WRITING LATELY, I'LL PROBABLY BE BACK TOMORROW!!!! G'NIGHT.

Well today is my birthday

I just got back from Las Vegas last night, [horrific trip], i had the worst time ever. The trip was for my uncle's wedding, but i was supposed to have fun! I couldn't go anywhere [1] because im not 21 but that doesnt mean i have to be stuck in the room all night [2] i had younger kids with me [3] it was just a big ol' mess and ill never go again with all those people. So next year on my 21st birthday, im ONLY going with 21 and over people because Ill be damned if my 21st birthday ends up like the ones in the past.

But yea back to my birthday, Ive been at home all day. && first of all i dont think i should have to find something to do...i think if i had great friends or great family members like [my cousin just moved in with me and she's waiting for me to find something to do so she can tag-a-long] which i REALLY think she should have planned out something, ya know. && guys trust me im not being selfish or a brat, its just that in the past ive done a lot of shit for her, tried to make her bday and w/e else good, but i NEVER get that in return. I think its so fuqqed up but w/e. Soon ill have my own shit and my own friends && i wont have to worry about anyone's feelings.

But anyway, my family is going to take me out to dinner right now so ill be back soon.

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S0 T0DAY i DECiDED T0 BR0WSE WEBSITES AND WHAT NOT AND i C0ME UP0N HELLO KITTY PRODUCTS LiKE THE ONES SHOWN ABOVE. THE MAKE-UP COSMETiCS L00K AD0RABLE AND DEFiNiTELy FASHi0NABLE. THEY COME A COUPLE DAYS B4 MY BDAY WHICH iS A G00D THiNG BECAUSE N0W I CAN MAKE MY BDAY LIST L0L. i FEEL LiKE EVERY0NE SH0ULD HAVE A BDAY LiST N0 MATTER WHAT AGE YOU ARE.

SO NEWAY, I ALSO SEEN THAT THE MINI CAM WAS REALLY CHEAP SO YEA ILL B LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING THAT ALSO. && THE NECKLACE IS BEAUTIFUL, THATS ACTUALLY THE REAL NECKLACE. NOW, I REALIZE THAT ALL THE GIRLS THAT I HAVE SEEN WEARING THEM ARE QUESTIONABLE, MEANING ARE THEY REAL OR ARE THEY FAKE?! WH0 CARES iF I D0 GET 0NE MOST LIKELY IT WILL BE REAL.

SO YEA JUST UPDATING YALL ON SOME OF THE THINGS THAT INTEREST ME...xoxo

How I feel about black men not wanting black women...

Ok so I was looking at a "Gossip" website this morning and I seen that this one guy had a display picture that read "Real Men Love Black Women". && When I saw that I thought "hmm, what happened to all the black men that don't like to date BLACK WOMAN because their "too loud, too ghetto, or too dark". Personally, I think men like that have "self-hatred" which I think is ridiculous. I love being black, I just get mad when I hear or see that. It even goes on in my family that's why It bothers me soo much. I just wish black people would wake up and get along.

But yea, I just had to vent a little. Other than that, plz leave messages on how you feel about this situation && all that good stuff.

xoxoxo TresseBella

Starting Some Changes....

I have decided to REALLY go through with my plans that I've made so far in my life.

The first thing I want to change is the way I worry about certain people. like I want to stop trying to make certain people happy, ya know because I cant make EVERY SINGLE PERSON in my life happy. I know there's alot of things going on in their lives and for me to step in every single time just so they can have a good moment, it just has to stop because I can consistently do it all the time, sometimes I have to think about myself.

The second thing that I want to change is, I want to be more independent than I already am. Ya know I don't need a man to make me happy, i don't need a man to buy me anything [ i can get it on my own trust] BUT sometimes I think I depend on my mother TOO much and that has to stop because what happens when I get married?! It wont last If I'm always depending on my mother to make things right, ya know? I just have to grow up...but as I look back, I think I have grown a little, I've matured more, I'm not as timid as I use to be. But somethings still are gonna have to change and that's what I REALLY want to work on this year.

Anyway If I keep writing any further I'm going to be at 100 lmao so I'm going to stop there, and as I progress day by day I will definitely come here and write what it was and how it happened, so keep checking back!

xoxoTresseBelle